Synopsis: Every year, Blue Sargent stands next to her clairvoyant mother as the soon-to-be dead walk past. Blue never sees them--until this year, when a boy emerges from the dark and speaks to her.

His name is Gansey, a rich student at Aglionby, the local private school. Blue has a policy of staying away from Aglionby boys. Known as Raven Boys, they can only mean trouble.

But Blue is drawn to Gansey, in a way she can't entirely explain. He is on a quest that has encompassed three other Raven Boys: Adam, the scholarship student who resents the privilege around him; Ronan, the fierce soul whose emotions range from anger to despair; and Noah, the taciturn watcher who notices many things but says very little.

For as long as she can remember, Blue has been warned that she will cause her true love to die. She doesn't believe in true love, and never thought this would be a problem. But as her life becomes caught up in the strange and sinister world of the Raven Boys, she's not so sure anymore.

My Rating: 4 of 5 stars

Release Date: September 1, 2012

Publisher: Scholastic Press

Page Count: 409

Genre(s): Young Adult, Fantasy, Paranormal Fantasy, Urban Fantasy

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But recently, it was recommended to me, and so I decided maybe it was time to just read it and get it out of the way. I've always liked Stiefvater as an author despite my torn feelings about her two previous series.

My friend told me that The Raven Boys was going to be a book I couldn't put down. I was excited, as I haven't read anything in a while and thought it would be a nice way to get myself back on the "book market" considering how short (by my standards) it is; and that it would be an easy, quick read. But I had to keep reminded myself not to get my hopes up after my previous experiences with Stiefvater's books. However, my friend wasn't kidding.

I literally could not put the book down. The only thing that finally made me put it down—with three chapters left, nonetheless—was the fact that it was four in the morning and I had to go to work later that evening.

The Raven Boys really is the kind of book that you can't put down. The characters are all unique and raw you in. They each have their quirks, their secrets, and the downright sexiness that comes with having four of the main characters being attractive males. Blue is also my kind of girl. She doesn't put up with the Raven Boys' crap, she knows how to stand her ground—but she's sensible, she has soft spots, and she feels real. Not only those things, but the sarcasm that the characters spew out in this book gave me life and laughter. It was sassy and made for an amusing read.

I have also been slowly shying away from young adult novels. They're filled with awkward romance mixed with fantasy, secrets, and mysteries. While I loved those mixes of genres growing up, they're becoming tiring and overused lately. I was absolutely dreading reading this book as more and more time passed for another reason, as well—the romance. But guess what? The little romance their is, isn't overbearing. Despite the use of Blue's love life being an important plot device, it doesn't really pop up in any spectacular way in this first book. The romance here is fleeting, barely tangible. It's cute, it's enjoyable. It's not your overused, overrated teen fantasy romance between the awkward but "special" girl and the handsome, untouchable, "gifted' and powerful guy. Which is quite refreshing.

The book is written a bit choppy, in my opinion. The flow between scenes and chapters isn't always the smoothest. The switch in point of views between characters is mostly done between chapters, but sometimes it isn't extremely obvious that you're in a new character's point of view or mind. It takes a few sentences, maybe even a short paragraph in, to finally figure out whose point of view you're in. But despite that bumpy road, the book is still written in an engaging way. Although choppy, it's fast-paced and definitely a page-turner.

While I would've enjoyed a few slower moments in the book, simply for a bit more plot depth, I also didn't mind the fact that it moved so fast. It had my heart pounding and me wanting more with every page I turned. In this book in particular, I especially enjoyed Stiefvater's little hints she threw about. A few times, it was quite easy to guess where the plot was going, but despite how easy it was to figure some things out, Stiefvater still used this device in a way that kept me wanting to read more and see if I was right about what I had guessed.

I honestly can't wait to read the rest of the series and find out where the Raven Boys and Blue go from here on out. I'm starting the second book, which I also bought at the same time as The Raven Boys, immediately after I finish writing this!

Hi guys! Sorry for disappearing for so long. After I wrote my last post for this website, everything in life started to get a little crazy. From my own finals and using the calming methods I suggested to searching for a job as soon as school ended, to having to get my cats updated on their vaccines and participating in events for them on Instagram... I've just been super busy and I didn't mean to be.

A quick update: I do have a job now, so that's another reason I haven't been online. I usually work until closing hours, which means when I get home I'm absolutely beat and have about zero time to do anything for myself. But it's okay, because I'm making money and paying my own rent now.

I don't want to talk too much about myself and whats been going on simply because I have some posts that I'll be incorporating my month-long hiatus events into. I will, however, tell you some things you can look forward to in the coming days to weeks:

Also, I'm working on making a YouTube channel for my cats, so keep your eyes out for that too, because I definitely will be shamelessly self-advertising. I'm also trying to work out streaming but...well, that's not going so well. I keep hitting multiple dead ends.

Anyways, I hope you've all been doing well. I have, albeit I am a bit tired lately. I'll be updating more, though, so keep your eyes peeled.

If you plan to hike Lenox, wear shoes that have a good grip because the loose cinders do make going up and down difficult. I read somewhere that they make going downhill easy, because they absorb impact, but in all honesty I found going downhill the worst due to the fact that the trail and cinders were so tightly packed after so many feet walking over them that there was nothing for my shoes to grip. I probably could've run down the hill and the only thing that would've stopped me was a tree in my path that I'd inevitably run into. Other than that, the trail is marked well and according to a volunteer we spoke with, the trail was recently remade into the side-winding trail it is today. Apparently, it used to go straight up the side of the crater in the past—something I'm grateful wasn't what we had to deal with yesterday. The wind already almost blew me off the mountain as it was, and Jeremy and I joked around a lot about pulling me up the mountain. I couldn't imagine what it would've been like if it were a straight shot. Do make sure when hiking to pay attention to the logs, because there are times where the cinders mix with other cinders and the trail seemingly disappears.

The description of the trail itself is a bit of a letdown. It's described that at the top you'll be given a view of the San Francisco Peaks, the Bonito Lava Flow, and Sunset Crater. At the rim of Lenox Crater, all you can see is the San Francisco Peaks. There's no lookout to see Bonito or Sunset Crater, you only see these two things when walking down from Lenox Crater's rim. Because of this, I didn't believe that we had actually reached the top of the crater when, in fact, we had. So I was a bit disappointed, and there was even a point where we backtracked to Lenox's rim because I thought there was going to be more, and I missed some pictures I really wanted taken.

Lenox itself isn't your typical volcano with a crater. More of a small cinder cone with a hole on its side, which was filled up by Sunset Crater when it erupted. So if you look closely over the rim of Lenox, you see what almost looks like a lake of cinders from Sunset Crater's eruption filling up Lenox. I kept picturing how cool it would be if it were a lake. Overall, the hike was not as strenuous as advertised but definitely take your time if you're unaccustomed to walking on loose cinders. Hiking Lenox was made a lot more difficult due to the wind, so I suggest passing it up on a windy Flagstaff day—although it isn't impossible. I thought going downhill was harder than uphill. Still, a ton of fun and it would have been more awesome to spend more time at Lenox's rim with maybe lunch if not for the fact that the wind was cutting off my air supply and attempting to send me over the edge and rolling down to the base of the crater.

Despite the information page saying Lenox would only take an hour, Jeremy and I were anticipating longer since we are both out of shape—but as it turned out, we started up the side at noon and returned to the base again at 1PM. Since we had time to spare, we decided to keep walking along the trails next to the lava flows and over to the visitor lookout where the Lava Flow Trail officially began, which we also hiked.

The Lava Flow Trail has an official trail and a more side-access like extra part to the trail, according to a volunteer we spoke with. He mentioned that the side access part was his favorite thing about the trail because it took you past the largest conifer pine in the area. Considering vegetation can't really grow in lava flows, and when they do it's difficult, Jeremy and I decided that we'd walk that area to see this largest conifer they were talking about—and also because we still had a lot of spare time than we were expecting to have ended Lenox with.

So Lava Flow Trail is another 1-mile round trip loop trail, and compared to Lenox this was super easy. It was a nice relaxed walk rather than a hike, and it definitely was enjoyable to just meander among the lava before ending our day out. There are moderate parts of the hike, most of it involving stepping over and pulling yourself up over chunks of lava on the trail. But it's nothing that will slow you down too much.

When hiking along the Lava Flow Trail, you get an amazing glimpse of different geology. Highland desert, a lot of conifers, and cinders everywhere. I love walking through places like this an imagining what it could have looked like before the multiple volcanoes in the area shaped the land into what it looks like now. I love imagining what it could have been like to be an ancient native living in the area. Along with hiking among the lava flow, you also pass along the base of Sunset Crater. Jeremy and I both kept looking up at Sunset Crater wishing we could hike up to the top of it. Sadly, that's not allowed. But it's amazing to think about it.

So, all-in-all, I packed way too much food and water (better safe than sorry) and it was an extremely windy Flagstaff day, which made the hiking difficult (and breathing too), and I woke up sore this morning (I'm extremely out of shape, oops) but it was all worth it to spend time in the great outdoors that I love so much, when I haven't been out camping or hiking in so long. It was even better to spend it with my boyfriend who doubles as my best friend. There were a lot of mistakes made yesterday since we're both out of shape, and there was a lot of laughter and joking around about the wind. And it was amazing.

If any of you have a chance to head out to Sunset Crater, it's gorgeous out there and definitely worth visiting! There's a lot to learn at Sunset Crater between the craters and domes in the area and the history. The hikes are easy and worth the time.

In case you hadn't heard the news, this week—April 16th through April 24th—is National Park Week! If you also didn't know it already, there is free admission to all National Parks across the United States. Pretty freaking cool, if you ask me! This is all in celebration of the National Park Service's 100th birthday and a large celebration of what President Teddy Roosevelt and Woodrow Wilson created for us. There are also other events going on surrounding National Park Week, taking place during specific days, all of which can be found on NPS website.

Now, if you're on a college budget but also love the outdoors (like my boyfriend and myself), then National Park Week is kind of akin to a blessing. I was spoiled growing up, being raised by my grandparents and all. They had the little cards that got them into National Parks for free. It wasn't until moving out I realized that all these gorgeous parks I wanted to visit weren't all that cheap to get into.


This year, National Park Week is being advertised quite a lot—and so, I decided, this year I just had to participate. A hashtag all over social media is asking you to #findyouarpark. So my boyfriend and I are making a Saturday date to Sunset Crater National Monument in Northern Arizona. I'm planning it to where we hike the Lenox Crater Trail, which will take us to the top of one of the surrounding volcanoes and give us a view of Sunset Crater, the San Francisco Peaks, and the lava flow. Hopefully, we wake up early enough that we actually get to hike and finish a trail. We've found our park, have you found yours?

Just in case you haven't, and in case you're a college student like me who lives in Flagstaff and attends Northern Arizona University—I've compiled a list of National Parks within a 2 hour drive maximum of Flagstaff. I challenge you to choose your park, and get out there and explore nature!

1) Sunset Crater National Monument (~30 minute drive)
We'll start off the list with where my boyfriend and I are visiting: Sunset Crater! Located just at the edge of Flagstaff, Sunset Crater is a cinder cone volcano that's about roughly 900 years old. The largest eruption that ever took place before extinction created the Bonito and Kana-a lava flows located in the park. Throughout time, each eruption reshaped the surrounding landscape and ultimately changed the lives of the surrounding plants and animals—and created the beautiful park that it is today. While you can't hike to the summit of Sunset Crater itself, there are plenty of trails to explore in the park. One will take you around the base of the crater, and others will take you onto other surrounding volcanic summits and allow you to view Sunset Crater from afar.

2) Wupatki National Monument (~35 minute drive)
A sister monument to Sunset Crater, if you drive through Sunset Crater National Park you'll end up right at Wupatki. Wupatki is a gorgeous monument of scattered pueblo ruins and structures. The scattered settlements tell the story of the Ancient Pueblo People and how they were able to thrive in this vast desert landscape. Wupatki is especially beautiful because it's nestled right between Flagstaff's Ponderosa Pine forests in desert shrub landscape and overlooks the Painted Desert. There are trails at Wupatki to hike that will take you through the pueblos, and in the winter guided hikes/tours take place by reservation on Saturdays.

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3) Petrified Forest National Park (~1 hour 43 minute drive)
One of my favorite places in Arizona! A National Park in conjunction with the Painted Desert, if you start at visitor's center and drive the entire length of the Petrified Forest, you'll end up driving through the Painted Desert, as well. The park gets its name from the petrified wood deposits dotting the landscape (by the way, if you weren't already aware—do not take any from the park). The visitor centers double as a museum, because besides the petrified wood, the park is also famous for the fossils found in the area. There are many activities to do here including backpacking, sightseeing, and cultural demonstrations by the ancient peoples of the area, such as the Navajo and Zuni people.

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4) Walnut Canyon National Monument (~20 minute drive)
A quick drive from Flagstaff, Walnut Canyon makes for an amazing day hiking trip. Nestled down within the canyon are ancient cliff dwellings built by the Sinagua people. The visitor center gives an amazing view down into the canyon and doubles as a museum to help teach those who visit about the Sinagua and their way of life in this dry landscape. However, if you'd rather get up close and personal with their history, two trail options will either take you down into the canyon or along the rim, where cliff dwellings are visible from each trail.

5) Tuzigoot National Monument (~1 hour 10 minute drive)
Since we're on the topic of the Sinagua people and their ability to thrive in arid environments with little water, Tuzigoot is next on the list. Tuzigoot National Monument is another site of ancient ruins built by the Sinagua people. The most stunning thing about this specific monument, besides it being the best preserved located in the Verde Valley area, is the use of trapdoor style openings in the ceilings and ladders in order to move from room to room. The largest of the rooms were located at the top, and seemed to be for public use. The Tuzigoot pueblo has 110 rooms in it. If you visit this monument, make sure to stop in the museum to learn more about the Sinagua and their way of life and how it is similar yet also different to Walnut Canyon's way of living. After the museum, head out to the pueblo and explore the short trails and ruins.

6) Montezuma Castle National Monument (~53 minute drive)
Another pueblo built by the Sinagua people, Montezuma Castle is another one of my favorite places to visit. I think I've been about four times, and I never seem to get tired of staring at the vast wall dwelling in amazement. Funnily enough, the name Montezuma Castle has nothing to do with the monument, at all. Early European settlers mistook the pueblo as being built by the Aztecs, and named it in honor of Emperor Montezuma, and believed it to be a castle when, in fact, it's similar to many of the wall dwellings found in the Northern Arizona area built by the Sinagua. The trails at Montezuma are short and scenic, and there are many stops along the way with little signs informing visitors of ancient living. Also, since you're in the area, you may want to go stop by Montezuma Well, a detachment of Montezuma Castle. The well is a huge limestone sinkhole with an underground spring that constantly feeds it, and contains high levels of carbon dioxide and arsenic. While it's not very interesting to look at for too long, it's worth the visit to see at least once.

NPS Photo

7) Grand Canyon National Park (~1 hour 20 minute drive)
Everyone knows the Grand Canyon, I hope. It's one of the things that Arizona is the most famous for. While my father likes to refer to it as a "big giant hole in the ground" but not a big giant hole on the same level as Meteor Crater, once you see it a few times not much will probably change. However, visiting the Grand Canyon still makes for both an amazing view and an amazing trip, since there is always something to do. Sightseeing, backpacking, guided trails, camping—you name it. Even if hardly anything about the canyon changes, you're liable to miss something if you only make a day trip out of it, so be sure to plan for extra if you want to go here. Between the canyon itself, the wildlife, and the geology and history of the area, there is so much to learn and see at the Grand Canyon.

Rainah Ramsey (2012)

8) Navajo National Monument (~2 hour 19 minute drive)
Okay, I know I said the maximum would be 2 hours. Unfortunately, Navajo National Monument goes a little over that. Not unfortunately—it's totally worth the visit. As the NPS website states, "Where the highway ends, the Ancestral Puebloan Wild West Prehistory begins..." and if that isn't enough to draw you in, I'm not sure what is. West of Kayenta, Arizona, Navajo National Monument is another monument made up of cliff dwellings. This time, there are three major pueblos all built by the Anasazi which overlook a branch of Tsegi Canyon. Each of the three pueblos, Keet Seel, Betatakin, and Inscription House, were all discovered at different times. But when it comes to the history of the southwest and the ancient people, Keet Seel is considered by archaeologists to be one of the better preserved larger ruins located in Arizona—and that alone makes it worth the extra leg to go visit. Unfortunately, in the winter season all guided tours are closed, but there are self guided trails available to explore. However if you find that you like it and want to go back, guided tours take place all throughout the summer season. Many of the hikes in the Navajo National Monument area are considered strenuous, though, so prepare in advance.

Well, nothing new to report. The Internet is once again blowing up over whitewashing. The focus is back on Scarlett Johansson and Paramount Pictures for Johansson's role as Motoko Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell. When Johansson was first reported as being the one to play Motoko in the upcoming movie, the internet exploded into a fury of why she shouldn't have the role—all of them centering around the fact that she wasn't Japanese, or even of Asian decent. Since Ghost in the Shell is an older, popular anime and an even older manga than that, many fans of Japanese anime and manga want the live film adaptation to be as true to the parent material as possible. I'm included in that grouping.

I don't mean to say that sarcastically about Johansson and Paramount Pictures being on the hot seat again due to the recently released photo from the upcoming movie. Hollywood just won't accept whitewashing as being a problem. That, and Hollywood has no time to care about proper representation. They're only concerned with what will bring in the money.

Whitewashing—in my opinion—is a serious issue that needs to addressed. Quite a lot of the world's society has the idea of whiteness so high up on a pedestal as the idea of perfect beauty. In the Philippines, for example, advertisements for beauty products and the beauty products themselves are centered around the idea of making your skin fair. Double eye lid surgery is a thing that exists in Asian countries. And photos of darker skinned celebrities not just in America, but also in places such as the aforementioned Philippines and in India's Bollywood are being edited to make the celebrities look lighter than they actually are.

Unfortunately, all of this is an issue that probably won't be changing soon. But maybe if we complain enough, Hollywood will listen. Maybe, but that's also wishful thinking. Wishful thinking that I often partake in, because it isn't fair for movies and other productions to be created that are based off of "historical events" and the like and not display something that is historically accurate (yes, Exodus and Gods of Egypt, I am looking at you). I am deeply saddened by the fact that cultures and races that are deemed "minorities" aren't being properly represented for the beauty that they possess. 

But you know what else deeply saddens me? Verbal attacks toward an actress that had no part in being chosen for the role she is playing. Except, maybe, auditioning—if by chance she did that. But with such a big name as Scarlett Johansson, she probably didn't even have to audition. Hollywood casting is a completely broken system that doesn't care about minorities. As I said, they're only concerned with making money. Does that suck? Hell yes, it does. But it's not going to be something that changes soon. And being pissed at Johansson about her role, as if she had a choice in being chosen, isn't fair to her. Now if you're not an ignorant buffoon yelling at Johansson and Paramount about Johansson being the lead actress, and instead are yelling at them both because you realize that Hollywood's system is unfair and that the reality is we may not ever get a perfect Ghost in the Shell movie with proper representation—then by all means, keep yelling. Except maybe aim your hatred and disgust toward Paramount, instead. Especially when considering they'd probably drop the movie if some big name, Johansson or otherwise, hadn't accepted the role of Motoko.

Now that I've gotten it out of my system that this casting does suck, but there's nothing we can really do about it, I'm going to give you a few things to mull over. Some "good" that has come from Johansson being cast as Motoko:

Now, just because I am saying these things do not write off the fact that I am completely against whitewashing and think it's unfair, and that many "minority" actors and actresses are often pushed under the bus when they shouldn't be. I still think whitewashing is unfair. I still think it's a serious issue that needs to be addressed. I still think Hollywood's system sucks, and I still want it to change.

I've always wanted to write and have my voice heard. Sometimes, I've wanted to write and not cared if my voice was heard. I write to write, and I write because I enjoy it. Whether or not people are hearing my words doesn't really matter to me. But people hearing them, honestly, is a bit of a plus that I enjoy and would like.

So back in February sometime, I had a friend join the many college writers who publish on The Odyssey website. I read her article multiple times. One, because she is my friend and she is a spectacular writer, and I hadn't read anything she had written in quite a long time. I wanted to enjoy her words and thoughts after such a long break from them. And two, I read it because I was interested in the topic and it hit home with me. I read the article so much that it struck some sort of chord...I want to do that, too. For months on end I had been looking at writing positions for online blogging platforms that I enjoyed where multiple writers shared their thoughts and stories, and things that mattered most to them. Because I like blogging, I like writing, I like having my voice heard, and the Internet is a great way to accomplish that.

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Well, it just so happened that The Odyssey made it especially easy to join their website as an intern. You didn't really even need much background in writing, although it was recommended. No resume needed to be sent in, unlike other websites—and there was no moving to New York or California required. You filled out a form and entered your university, sent in a writing sample, and you had an extremely high chance of being accepted as a writer for your university.

For about six weeks, I wrote for The Odyssey, and I enjoyed it quite a bit. I was getting my thoughts out there and even though my reader base wasn't huge, I knew some of my family was reading it and a few of my friends. Though the shares weren't outstanding on all the stories, I could assume since it was on the Internet that it was at least being read by some. Heck, a few stories even had shares that weren't from my parent, friends, or other family members—something I was proud of. Even if my stories weren't going crazy like the rest of the stories were from certain writers at my university, I was still enjoying myself because I was writing, and that was something that made me continue to plan out a story and write on a weekly basis. I expected growth in the coming weeks to months.

These past two weeks though I've decided that I don't want to write anymore—at least, not for The Odyssey. Most of this stems from the fact that I got an email from an editor last week saying an article I had published—not once, but twice—hadn't been published at all. Which, to say the least, was a bit annoying. Maybe there was a glitch in the system, who knows. But it's rubs you the wrong way just a little bit when you know you did something and are being told like a child that you didn't. Which, to me, was the tone that came across. It was the tone of my mom found out I hadn't done something she had told me to do three hours ago, and now I had been caught. Then, later that same week, I got a following email. This email, put short, blatantly stated that my articles weren't getting enough shares.

Now, I knew when I started this whole thing it was a competitive, unpaid internship. The only incentive there was to write well and try and get a lot of shares was the $20 you could possibly earn if you had the most shares out of everyone else who wrote at your university that week. But I had seen articles hidden within the depths of places like The Huffington Post online that had as little as one comment and a few shares. So I thought, so what if my article doesn't get shared a ton? At least it's on the web. But when I received that email I realized just how much of a popularity contest writing for The Odyssey is. It's not about the writing and getting your name out there, and reporting on things you like or find interesting or the current events—not really, anyway. It's about who can get the most shares on an article and make the editors proud because our university is getting a bit of extra attention compared to the others.

For Northern Arizona University, most of the writers who write for The Odyssey are either a part of ASNAU (The Associated Students of Northern Arizona)—the "voice" of the students on campus—or are a part of a sorority. These two groups of people have a lot of backing, if you think about it. They're part of large, connected groups that can instantly share an article even if the content isn't something that they're interested. And they'll do this because they're friends with the author. Being in groups like this creates instant friends.

I'm a quiet person who likes to keep to myself and likes my small group of inner circle friends. I make connections when I need them, and I'll make outside acquaintances. But I'm not big on having a ton of friends. So obviously, my stories would only be shared by those family members who keep up to date with me, and my close friends. And even though I'm all over social media, I may not always report on things that my followers find interesting. So my stories aren't always shared. These are things that don't bother me. I know as an individual, I may not always appeal to a mass. But apparently it bothers the editor who was in charge of me, because my articles weren't "popular" enough. Last time I checked, I wasn't in an internship for a popularity contest. I write for me and for my pleasure, and if others happen to take pleasure in it as well, then the more the merrier. If someone can't respect that...well, I don't really want to play their games.

Does this make me a quitter? I'll leave that up to you to decide. But personally, I don't think so. After realizing that writing for The Odyssey felt like a popularity contest, I took a few days to really mull over everything. Was I getting paid for this position? No. Yes, there is incentive to try and get a story shared the most...but does that always mean someone will read or enjoy the story? Not necessarily. Did that bother me? No, because I was writing for myself. I actually didn't really care about the $20, I cared about my name being on a popular platform. Apparently this all bothered the editor, though.

Writing shouldn't be about popularity. It should be about content, and in some cases, creativity. I realize that on news websites and other blogging platforms, it may be important to have a lot of viewership. But I wasn't being paid for this, and my livelihood wasn't reliant upon this position. So...I stopped writing for The Odyssey. Does that make me a quitter? Well, yes, I did quit. But I didn't take this position lightly. I treated it as if it were a job, despite not being paid, and I put a lot of my heart and personal thoughts into it. So metaphorically, I don't believe I actually quit.